Aspen's Puppies

Dear Blog World,

Aspen FINALLY had her puppies. It happened about a week ago but I just haven't really had time to say anything about it. She had 8 puppies, all of which are stinkin' adorable. We're not allowed to touch them anymore because she keeps trying to hide them from us which could potentially kill the puppies so we just have to leave her alone for now.

I'mma Freshie!!!!

So the first day of school went WAY better than I ever thought it would be. When I arrived at school, I was terrified that I wouldn't make any friends. Turns out, I did. My classes are awesome and so far, I like all my teachers. I have a feeling it's going to be a good school year. So today it was just the freshman so I don't really count it as a school day so tomorrow is the REAL first day of school. All the upper classman are going to be there with us and I'm even more terrified than I was before. Any how, tomorrow is the real first day of school and I'm even more excited than I was before.

Just my update. I'll keep you posted.

Amber Camille Sabec :D

2 Weeks!!!

So I'm pretty much REALLY excited to go back to school now. I'm literally counting down the days until I get to go back to school. And not only am I counting down the days but I also have these dreams where it's my first day of school. If school is anything like my dreams, then I have every right to be excited to go back to school.

Back To School.

Sorry I haven't exactly blogged in a while. Well so far, my life is going pretty good. School is getting ready to start and I'm definitely excited. I'll be a freshmen and some people wouldn't be excited about that but I am. I get my own locker, I get to go to school with my older sister, I get to be on the basketball team and I get to see my best friend everyday. What's not to love? Oh yeah, all the dang homework that comes with school. I'm taking almost all honors classes, which don't get me wrong, makes me feel good. But with honors classes comes a lot of responsibility and homework. Homework, not exactly my best friend.

Just my thoughts,

Amber C. Sabec

What If...

Dear Blog,

So since Ashley and myself had made up, we have been hanging out some. Life couldn't be more perfect at the moment. Ashley's parents are getting divorced, which could potentially change everything that we know. What if she moves? What if I never get to see her again? What if her dad blames me for the divorce? What ifs could go on forever. I don't know what I would do without Ashley. If they move, I don't know what I will do. Ashley is one of my best friends. Maybe the divorce will cause her dad guilt so he'll let Ashley hang out with me again. Maybe he'll become an alcoholic and won't care what me and Ashley do together. Everything is going to change from this point on. I can feel it.

Being Sick Isn't Fun

Dear Blog,

I have been sick for the last four days. Nothing but laying on the couch, watching TV. I have come to the conclusion that I will never, ever get sick again. The next time someone in my family gets sick, I am going to wash my hands and take a whole lot of Vitamin C. Next year, I can't afford to get sick. I do not like being sick and will never get sick again.

Amber C. Sabec

Split Decision

Dear Blog,

Have you ever wondered that one decision could change the entire course of your life? Well I defenitely have. I always wonder what my life would be like if I didn't move away from Arvada. Everything about my life would most likely be different. I also wonder about what my life would be like if I never changed schools. I wonder if my friends would still be my friends. I wonder if I would have ever dated Samuel. I also wonder about my meeting of Samuel. If I would have never met him, my heart wouldn't be as broken. I wouldn't think of how my life would've or should've been. Woulda, shoulda, right?
Well those are just my thoughts.

Amber C. Sabec

Dreams Do Come True

Dear Juliet,

Today I went to the Skyline Baseball game with Tiffy. The only reason I really went was so that I could possibly see Casey. Well luck was on my side. I saw him. He didn't exactly see me because he wasn't really looking for me. But I saw him, which in the end really does mean something. When I saw him, I got butterflies in my stomach. I knew that there was something more than just a little crush. The feeling when I saw Casey was indescribable. It was an amazing feeling that I haven't even felt with Sam. It's like Sam's not even here anymore. Thinking of Casey just pushes Sam away even more, which is helpful. I still have butterflies in my stomach. Just thinking about it...it's just so memorizing.

Another Adventure.

Dear Juliet,

It's amazing how time can change someone. I was thinking about the day when I met Samuel yesterday. He was so sweet to me back then. He's changed a lot. He's not the same sweet, caring, amazing person he was a year ago. It's hard to believe that it was almost a year ago that I was head over heels for him. It's amazing that he was even ever in love with me. Time has defenitely changed us both. Not exactly for the better or for the worse. We've changed into two people who've got seperate ways. Well not exactly seperate because we still talk to each other on the occasion. We still went our seperate ways. Even when we do talk it's so amazing to see how much he's changed.

Love Always,

Amber Camille.

Dear Juliet.

Dear Juliet,



Do you ever feel like you've lost your Romeo and he's never coming back? I have. My Romeo is stuck on some other girl. The only thing he ever talks about with me is nothing of importance. Sometimes I'd like to talk about things that are worth my time. Maybe if he doesn't realize that, then he's not really my Romeo. I don't really know. I've tryed to let him go before but that didn't really work out so well for me. I ended up depressed and the only thing that made me actually happy was being able to talk to him or see him. Absolutely confusing, if you ask me.

Love Always,

Amber Camille.