What If...

Dear Blog,

So since Ashley and myself had made up, we have been hanging out some. Life couldn't be more perfect at the moment. Ashley's parents are getting divorced, which could potentially change everything that we know. What if she moves? What if I never get to see her again? What if her dad blames me for the divorce? What ifs could go on forever. I don't know what I would do without Ashley. If they move, I don't know what I will do. Ashley is one of my best friends. Maybe the divorce will cause her dad guilt so he'll let Ashley hang out with me again. Maybe he'll become an alcoholic and won't care what me and Ashley do together. Everything is going to change from this point on. I can feel it.

Being Sick Isn't Fun

Dear Blog,

I have been sick for the last four days. Nothing but laying on the couch, watching TV. I have come to the conclusion that I will never, ever get sick again. The next time someone in my family gets sick, I am going to wash my hands and take a whole lot of Vitamin C. Next year, I can't afford to get sick. I do not like being sick and will never get sick again.

Amber C. Sabec

Split Decision

Dear Blog,

Have you ever wondered that one decision could change the entire course of your life? Well I defenitely have. I always wonder what my life would be like if I didn't move away from Arvada. Everything about my life would most likely be different. I also wonder about what my life would be like if I never changed schools. I wonder if my friends would still be my friends. I wonder if I would have ever dated Samuel. I also wonder about my meeting of Samuel. If I would have never met him, my heart wouldn't be as broken. I wouldn't think of how my life would've or should've been. Woulda, shoulda, right?
Well those are just my thoughts.

Amber C. Sabec

Dreams Do Come True

Dear Juliet,

Today I went to the Skyline Baseball game with Tiffy. The only reason I really went was so that I could possibly see Casey. Well luck was on my side. I saw him. He didn't exactly see me because he wasn't really looking for me. But I saw him, which in the end really does mean something. When I saw him, I got butterflies in my stomach. I knew that there was something more than just a little crush. The feeling when I saw Casey was indescribable. It was an amazing feeling that I haven't even felt with Sam. It's like Sam's not even here anymore. Thinking of Casey just pushes Sam away even more, which is helpful. I still have butterflies in my stomach. Just thinking about it...it's just so memorizing.